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2010-10-08T03:51:00.001-07:00

My Blog Is Dead! :)

26 April 2010

2010-04-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

Went to fish & co yesterday!!!! So paiseh must follow their tradition..stand on the chair and blow the candle..haha...but the service was superb..qw and ahchang make a sweet video for me..haha..was so touched! Den head home to check on my stupid fone,but useless...den Aqil drive us to hardrock!..had a great time there! And u saw this Malay actress, OMG!! She's so f**king hot to the max siak..haha...den went to eat mac b4 we head home..best bdae ever!! Thank u guys

2010-04-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

I go home late nowadays and my dAys getting more tiring but fun..didn't get much sleep nowadays..always go home in the morning..coz nowadays I play left4dead and call of duty and sometime out enjoying..ystrdae was so embarasing la..tat kumar make fun of me..and I did this beyonce dance on the stage coz they sabo me..WTF la...everyone laugh siak..haha..and mayb I'm goin hard rock next week again..coz I get free entry anytime I wanna go..coZ Aunty Sharmila works there..oh god she's so good at singin siak..I was scared to approuch her ystrdae coz I tot she wouldn't recognize me but when I walk pass her she called me and she still remember me..and she started telling Aqil shah Farah and Nazilla about my past wen I was young..and I played rounders with her..haha..she's so cool..so yeah I had a great time embarassing myself doin that beyonce dance and all..haha..but I get free entry next time weneva I wanna go hard rock..cool..thanks Aunty Sharmila..thank u so much Aqil Farah Nazilla and shah..but I still hate u guys..haha.. Peace

pyramid

2010-03-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

first,play the video.. pyramid.... why right? the song is so damn nice.. sang by 17 years old charice.. she's so popular now...
i went out with the two idiots on sunday... went bowling and play pool... i won both bowling rounds... and im not good at pool but i won qw the first round... haha.. it was so so so fun siak...and yes!! now who's the loser in tap2 revenge?? haha... yeah.i won u qw!
but i lost to hwee chang.. haha... cant wait to go out with u guys again...love u two!

my iphone themes now are so damn cool... i can also download song and also download all paid apps for free... and now i have 4 tap2 and some cool games and apps..i didnt even pay a cent for it...

BUT... i just spent 250 bucks in 4 days..i didnt even shop anything but i spent on so much stuff,fun things and food... me sumo and farah went to eat at magic wok just now... and its good... very delicious... and we spent 40 bucks..haha... so yesterday, 23rd march.. there's bowling competition for KFC, PIZZAHUT AND RSC at kallang... it was so damn fun.. i get 295 points for two games... so happy..highest for csc...i get so many spare.. haha... and then after that me,helmi,anaqie, syafiq and syafiq's gf went to cineleisure and we play left 4 dead 2... stupid anaqie kill us..haha...irritating... so helmi went of early... the rest of us walk and walk and yeah... im so tired that i dozed of to sleep straight away at home.. 23rd march was always great... even last year... haha... so much of typing already... i miss baby and kak na btw... wanna meet u all.. haha... we will soon k...

and now go rewind the song :) nyte!

2010-03-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

23rd march is so close already.. haha... yeah.. one of the best time last year... there's a reason behind it la.... its been so long but the feeling's still the same...soon it will go i guess....
why it will just go away just like that when u put 110% into it?? u tolerate but it isnt enough... and the patience... it really isnt enough.... u waited and waited coz thats what u want... but it just collapsed just like that... and u try it again to wait for it again... but it didnt work out again... till when then it will work out right?? sometime i just feel like giving up.... ergh....

people really come and go in my life... they say trust them... they wont..but at last they left too.. when will they really stay?? im tired of them come and go...so, dont come in my life if u planning to leave!!!
yeah,there's alot of fish, but wat if i just wants that fish...i just wants u to stay.. is that so hard? if only i can control...
yeah last year was great... didnt regret any of it.. was so happy but not till the end... and now,
2010... im still waiting...waiting for my happiness...
haiz... lets just see where my life take me to... :)

everyone wanna bring me go club....mimi,my bro,labah,adam anaqie, and all of them forget that i cant make it...ehek ehem..haha... wait k u all...

my life is really bored now... i work , go home , sleep...and on and on and on again...and my off day, just spend the whole day at home... yeah...bored right... when will that someone stop my cycle of boredom again?haha..nvm... i'll wait again... all i do is wait...haiz....sucks!!

i upload some songs... yeah, really nice....
dalah... back to my cycle... i need to bathe and go to work...bye

Quick update!! :)

2010-03-10T20:44:00.001-08:00

I'm quite lazy to blog nowadays..or even to switch on my com..and now I'm using my iPhone to blog.
I slept late yesterday..and I'm already awake now..I watched a few movies last nyte :)
but the best was the time traveller's wife...it's difficult to understand but when u really understand, it's really a great movie!!

Fm bdae is coming and the chalet is on this Saturday...and I'm workin..and Sunday I work full shift..how Siak?!
Ergh!!!! I'm finding a new job now!now that Steve replace rishi,things change!!
I make some new frens nowadays.. Well,their great..n wats funny is that Mimi wanna bring me go club yesterday coz it's our off day..haha :)

my bro intro me to some cover songs by kina grannis and damn.....she's good.must watch!!!kina grannis on YouTube!hehe

Two is better than one

2010-02-24T22:11:00.000-08:00

life's great... everything's ok... my fren, best... my iphone.......... AWESOME... haha...now i got 2 phone..Nokia 5800 and iphone... hehe....i took some cool pics with my iphone and i edited it using the phone's app itself and its cool... AND tat's my mom... one and only person i would die for.. hehe...now i can use internet everywhere i go without bringing my laptop... but still i can coz my laptop, i use the usb mobile broadband.. can bring anywhere..hehe....
turning 18 soon so i wanna take my licence as soon as 1 day after my birthday... haha... yeah, im goin out on sunday with that 2 idiots..haha...miss them...

I MISS Ahchang, Ahweng David Ismail Ezekiel Sakil Gurung Darren Yeo Kelvin ker Aliyyah Gamst Faris Mario Enzo Nurinsyirah Amad Hykel Hafizah Juarnai Rara Atiqah Aziz Akbar Aneet Gurung Priscilla Chan Megatt Sepet Zee -siti Benjamin Dexter Lim Yul Farhan Laveen Jed.. alot uh... but i most all these person most..

k la.. GTG work
BYE, love my iphone btw :)

2010-02-19T20:30:00.000-08:00

ok... i decided to buy iphone... final decision.. haha... im buying it later i think... i'll text u all my new number soon! im still using the old number for now!

gotta wrk..bye

All at once

2010-02-16T06:22:00.000-08:00

so bored now, so i blog la k?..... life's great... work's great.....
i wanna keep my hair long again and highlight btw!

oh yah..... i just saw this girl who interview for work yesterday and gosh............ SHE'S SO SWEET AND SO SO HOT!!! haha... yeah! she pizza hut! haha... i can look at her for the whole day and never get bored... sigh... ok.. i sound psychotic...haha....
finally tmr my off day! need some rest now! tired!

bye :)

Move Along

2010-02-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
We could watch it fly and just keep looking up...

what goes around,comes around!

2010-02-10T08:19:00.000-08:00

Im back...for awhile je... well, life has been wonderful...really really great! in fact better. i made new friends now.. they are the best....

had enough of ppl begging to be with me,crying yet they never changed...2 faced! kan2?

had a lot of fun sey at chalet... a lot...
me,shah,naz,fM,fL,mel,labah,sumo
,tue,syafiq,nadi,zulaikha,bob,hafiiz
,aqil,hans,khai,fareez,karen and shah's frens.... well, we party! it was great... hafiiz is a kedi...hehe... paling pengecot...and FM,she's really great... when i walk alone to "i dunno where" , she find me and hold my hand all the way back to the chalet...ouh,so sweet...haha...thanks FM! and to nadi.....ehek ehem.... how was the pepsi?hahaha...

ystrdae was great too... i went out with farhanna, nadhira,farahin,syahiran,farida and aishah... we went to east coast... aishah really is cool... good to know u... we went bowling and play all sorts of stupid games... haha... and btw, my hand still blue black coz of that 21 k... wth...
the funniest part is that farahin's jean, at the tip, at the her ankle, there's a zip to tighten her skinny jean... and farhanna was like, farahin, kau tak zip seluar... hahaha... funny sey farhanna... and btw..... chey, farahin dah pro sey bowling! haha...

next week, yet another plan.... cant wait!need some rest mann now... tired...

Last dance

2010-01-30T17:37:00.000-08:00

Let Me Be Me!

Learn how to appreciate! and BE MATURE!

2010-01-28T18:47:00.000-08:00

quit saying that u still love me! luq is all u care for! luq is understanding, i miss the love that was almost there,luq is my dream guy..................bla bla bla! crap when u say u still love me! this is the reason why im moving on! its him u love... just know him bout less than 1 month and u alrd cheat me for him..... heh... be mature la seriously...now u say u he's your dream guy la...whatever shit... u barely know that guy siak!u must see the look on your face when he call! people like you only care about him and yourself! SELFISH!! u took picts so close to him,u hug him,report to him everyday! u dunno how it hurts..... i'm stupid if im not moving on! now seriously rian radhyah. stop pretending pls..u want him then go k,i seriously dont care anymore... your ex lay their hand on you! have u ever think why??? its all because of your attitude... i tolerate your stupid nonsense and i didnt even lay a hand on u! but u cant even appreciate that!blind siak!u make my mood down siak! seriously, i dont even know why i blog this when u only care bout luq....or maybe because this is the only way to communicate with u!
k la... better get ready for work! NOT SAKET KAN HATI ORANG YANG KAU DAH HANCUR KAN!!! ergh....... abe tipu orang plak tu...luq luq luq luq luq!its all about him! hey radh, you're already 19, act like u are k.... be mature,and act like you're 19....seriously!ERGH......bye....

Back at one

2010-01-28T06:52:00.000-08:00

yesterday i lepak with rozza and nad! yeah, they accompany me... till the night! halfway, rozza's bf came, well, he look so familiar sey...it's really great that they're around that time... made me laugh a lot... thanks.. to bad farhanna and farafin and syahiran not around... will go out with u soon k guys! promise.... oh yeah btw... stupid la fairuz and hafiiz all.... how many time i say, I AND FARAHIN NOT TOGETHER!!!!!hehe... dun tink too much...
btw, my first bill arrived, and i was really really f**king shocked how much my bill was... but i seriously don't care.. gonna pay the rest soon next week...today was so bored, i went to work jap to pass something though today my off day cause i went to pasar malam to buy something for my family..

life is so so much better now! seriously.. "i don't ever wanna see you ever ever again,f**k all those sorries, f**k everything" the next thing i know, u asked me out??huh?! wth... haha....well i saw some picts of u and him hugging and all la... guess what, i'm not sweating.. haha...guess my feelings already fade... no surprise it fade so fast with someone like u... yeah... and btw, pls stop calling me anymore... and i maybe gonna change my number soon... all because of u.. see how it goes la k...
kk... gtg watch american idol... bye
bye... watching american idol....

why? why? why?

2010-01-24T03:16:00.000-08:00

yap2...why??

never once you cared!

2010-01-24T02:15:00.000-08:00

u know why i did that.everyone understands... every fight i give in..never once i let it out... so that was the day.... dont compare me to your ex cause i'm not like him. he does that all the time. i do it only once cause u broke our promise, and you lied again. and this time it really makes me angry. i only threw your bag at the tree. i didnt even lay a hand on u.so dont say we're the same. but still i didn't left u alone. i care for your safety! i paid for your cab fare. and i drop with u and i plan for u what to do... y u say all the bad things bout me. did u say that i make it up to u. i paid u back? huh?!did u say that?? but what u did to me all this while, u didn't even make it up. or even apologies... ya, say that.. fuck all those sorry, fuck everything... say la k... at least i dont care bout myself ONLY! atleast i know how to thank, how to apologise and how to appreciate!u scold me, say its over! now u call me, text me and all... u wanted to leave! u wanted him!and know what? all i wanna know is why? WHY?